Jim doesn’t want to admit just how much he actually likes the cake that Sebastian got him for his birthday. Or how much he actually likes that Sebastian got him anything at all.
Jim tells Sebastian to take him to St. Bart’s Hospital - he has one final problem to take care of.
“It’s a small crime and I’ve got no excuse.”
au → sebastian dies before jim
”I’ve seen hundreds of people die and I haven’t mourned a single one… until him.”