#This moment makes my heart twist into knots and then uncurl into ribbons that loop back together. #Can you imagine being a creature that has so much experience with not feeling anything? #And then suddenly there’s this man—this one person—who makes you feel so many things? #And not just love and caring. But also anger and betrayal and hurt. #And to be so so angry at someone that you hurt them. #While simultaneously loving them so much that you drop the mask the same moment he puts his on. #You’ve both uncovered so many layers. #You’re not sure which ones you used to wear and which ones he’s given you to wear. #Like a borrowed leather jacket. #He asks you to do it. #And you revel in your new habit of not following orders.